Fear is all around us
  The world is full of fear
  Fear allows us to know we're alive
  Fear makes us cry, laugh, jump, and hide.
  Hide from reality
  Hide from the truth
  Fear is a form of identity
  Handling fear is a form of personality.

  Fear is hiding my feelings
  Fear is losing you to another
  Fear is feeling love again
  Fear is seeing you happy with her?
  Fear is “wrong” love
  Fear is losing a second true love
  Fear is losing a good and honest friend.

  My fear is special
  My fear is leaving. . . leaving you behind
  Behind to find your own love, your own way,
  your own identity-without me beside you.
  My fear is knowing I can't have you.
  My fear is FEAR itself!

My eyes are blinded from the sight
My mind is tainted with the vision
My heart is cold and empty from disbelief
My body is trembling with fear
                 yet…
I still need….
I still care….
I still long….
                 but…
I do not love….
I do not believe….
I can not….
               Trust

Do you know how much I want you?
Do you know how much I need you?

I want you more than I want my name in lights!
I want you more than I want to star on Broadway!

I need you more than I need to breathe!
I need you more than I need to have shelter!

I promise to give you all I am and have
Promise me these wants and needs
        Satisfy my desires!
I give myself to you wholly and completely
          Because.....
     I'm Your Lady!!

There is passion in my eyes
There is passion in my words
There is passion in my heart
This passion inside burns deep to the core 
 of my soul.
My soul is pierced by knives,
Knives that are wielded in words 
 and actions.

He knows not what he does.
He knows not how it pains me to see him  on another’s arm.

I want him!
I want him to know my thoughts, 
 my feelings, my desire.
Desire to be one with him in body 
 and spirit.
So many want him, but not one hides 
 the passion for him as I.
True lust, true wanting, true-
                                           PASSION!

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